Well, things are going well with the guy i really like, but i cant constantly be happy thinking about him. and then when i'm not doing anything, i get depressed. i feel like i'm wasting time. that's why i hate being at home. i can't stand being home. yesterday was so much fun though! i hung out with my friend all day long and the man i like texted me yesterday morning. he's not a big texter, so it mean a lot to me when he actually does text me. i dont want to come off as annoying by texting him so much, so i dont. I'm just mad cause i cant always be with him. and we arent even dating. i think he likes me. i just hate waiting.