Well, things are going well with the guy i really like, but i cant constantly be happy thinking about him. and then when i'm not doing anything, i get depressed. i feel like i'm wasting time. that's why i hate being at home. i can't stand being home. yesterday was so much fun though! i hung out with my friend all day long and the man i like texted me yesterday morning. he's not a big texter, so it mean a lot to me when he actually does text me. i dont want to come off as annoying by texting him so much, so i dont. I'm just mad cause i cant always be with him. and we arent even dating. i think he likes me. i just hate waiting.

Well, started my junior year! woot woot upperclass now! lol but omg the work is so hard. my anatomy class is fun and the worst class ever is my math class. i wanna cry when i get home cause my math teacher purposely puts me on the spot and embarrasses me. its horrible lol. so, throw me a note or comment, it would be very nice to hear from any of you

Ive been so bored!!!! what am i supposed to do with myself?!?!?!? blah nobody wants to hang out with me, ive been trying to get someone to hang out for 3 weeks. so, yes. so much time and so little to do. i might go insane.....if i havent already

Hello all.
Well, school is out for sumer, im not too excited because i am not gonna have anything to do this summer. my main worry is that i really want to lose weight. i'm super tall, so my dream of being perfectly flat stomached is out, my height has to be proportional to my weight, but still. i want to be skinny. that's what guys like and that's what i would like. My self esteem has gone down so much it's ridiculous. so, i took a jug and filled it with water and im trying to drink it as fast as i can. and it is causing a stomach ache but hopefully if i keep drinking, i wont be as hungry and i'll start to lose weight. so, yea. any suggestions as to how else i can lose weight???

Today was a really dissapointing day for me. I was crying earlier but like the reason is totally lame. Im just looking forward to my future because i wont be upset about it 20 years from now, i just hope that i can get over it quickly. So...yea. i cant wait to grow up and live alone. I'm never going to get married or have children. i'll be alone until i feel i want someone. lol I need help cheering up. . . .